2day sun hehe..the second post..aniway i really hope she will be happy..i really worried for her all day..i dunno why..i just feel tat way..although its the past..i cant stop myself form caring about her after all..wad shl i do..hmm..maybe i still have feelings for her..maybe i am a total failure after all..cant even let go at all..i am useless..haiz..i begin to have low esteem of myself le..ARGGGghhhh...y am i becoming this way...maybe i dun really know how to care ppl at all..only can see the gal n hear her sorrows after all without doing anything..haiz...haiZZZZzzzzz...si bei sian sia..worries coming sia..i hope i can let go...maybe deep in my heart..i still cant let go,..zhui ying xing ruan..haiz..maybe i am tai tian zhen le..hmm..i really hope i go in camp wont think tat much..haiz..for i know its going to be tough 4 me..try my best...waiting for her reply..

PS:: sum1 pls help n assist me stop my follish act...