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Sunday, July 22, 2007

2day 21/7..haha next week field camp..boring sia..haiz...life is like tat..cannot blame..aniway finally get to c her le..already contended to c her..even if its only for a short while..hehe..tat time on last sun my bunk mates n i intend to eat sakae sushi..but end up going eat at aijisen there for tom tom ramen or something like tat for a set meal..haha the gst really affects the cost..haha..the rise of gst really cost n accumulate alot in the long run..2day book out early..haiz..but nt happy..stay there around 2 weeks..haha..damn boring lolx..cannot go out lolx..haiz..if only time can fly fast..then i will be happy tat my life will be alot easier..haha...aniway started training rifle..haha..quite tedious though..practice makes perfect..haha..aniway must concentrate on my training le..hehe..just to let her know tat i really contended with my life now..not to worry 2 much on me..hope she will rmb me always as friends..n hope she stay happy always..went with her c jewellery for sending gift..hehe..aniway after that..i went to bugis with friends..quite fun..really enjoyable..aniway..hope time can stop tat way..hehe..THE END~~!! =)

fallen @ 1:10 AM

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

2day sunday..haha..later meeting my bunk mates for lunch all these..summore wear army clothes to go out..haha..no choice..come out from army sure must enjoy life 1..haha..aniway i checking for some latest songs..haha..must check out latest gadgets also..hmm..maybe i still have feelings for her after all..cant seem to 4get her..haiz...what shl i do..haha..hmm..life sure is tiring..aniway i shall focus on my ns training..hmm..what shl i do if i still got feelings for her..dun wish to trouble her..she got enough problems le..i cant even help her..can only chat with her..hmm..i really wish to help her..cant bear to c her in tat state..y am i so confused...haiz..sad to c her unhappy..hope she can stay happy..i wont give up on her aniway...THE END~~!!

fallen @ 11:11 AM

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aiya...4got to update..i also bought a billabong cap recently..some sort of ranger cap..hahA...hmm..quite nice..so i bought it lolx..aniway one more thing..i can eat many meals at one day..5 meals per day..lol..hmm..how i wish my ns life is over..haha..wait long long ba..lol..must tahan lolx..no choice..ns sucks..my life totally no life n no freedom..what the hell..cannot stand it le..all frustrate it at one go..haha...they think its big hor..i dun think so lolx...dun maked me pissed in there..coz i got certain level of tolerance...haha

fallen @ 12:18 AM

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

2day 14/7..haha..another sat..how times flies...hmm..so far my ptp phase is over le..coming week is bmt phase le..so fast time flies...four weeks have passed...over tat week..i thought a lot in there...n i learnt a lot of stuff..hmm..the training is ok lolx..but sometimes..i really think that i am a burden to my bunk mates...haiz...although they dun blame me..but deep down in my heart..i still blame myself..hmm..issit 2 late to change..i wonder..but i will try to overcome all obstacles in ns asap...i feel that my body cant take it for the marching session..only 4 clicks...haiz...i really feel like falling apart n lying down..hmm..sometime i really want to give up..life is tough..i just think that i feel positive in the past..on fri..i actually cried on one corner on myself...they asked me what happen..i dun wish to tell them..coz i dun want to be a burden to them..they already have problems of their own...i cant be selfish n trouble them anymore..i just wish i can rot each day without worries...hmm..training everyday will sure die 1..haha..i got bring my mp3 player..recently bought a creative zen neeon mp3 player n nokia battery..n went whitesand to eat dinner at hong kong restaurant..expensive n food okok only lolx..haha..2day went spore discovery center to learn more abt army..very bo liao 1..waste my time only..after that took bus to jurong point n eat kfc with my friends...hehe after that went stroll around..hehe..quite enjoyable with my mates around..chat happily sia..but sometimes i feel that i am a burden..i just dunno y i feel tat way..do i really have no confidence of myself le ma..i try not to chat with her so much also..but in the end still sms her..haiz...think cant 4get her easily also...not easy..hmm..abt the thing in jurong poitn..we went to c electrical appliances n latest gadgets..haha..got differences sia..after that we went to take mrt home around 1 hr time..hehe..went home unpack my stuff n go out again..dun really wish to stay at home..in army sooo boring..hehe..then went tm all these..after that went to bugis..haha..quite enjoy also..hmm..soo many ppl lolx..c alot of stuff..mostly gal stuff..haha..diaoz..hmm..tml my mates ask me go eat sakae sushi..haha..i c 1st ba...hee..=) about ns..sometimes i really feel life giving up..curse n swear at ppl..haiz..but i have no choice but to tolerate..life is like that..especially when i am in ns..summore no freedom at all..this week got punishment n book in early timing sia..soo sad..THE END~~

fallen @ 10:11 PM

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

2day 8/7 le..haha..how time flies..my ns life quite ok lolx..quite used to the training now down there le..hmm..the food i also beginning to get used to it..haiz..i really miss the nice n tasty food sia..haha.how i wish time flies faster..hmm..left to 2 mths before posting out..haha..must work hard till the end..aniway recently happen alot of stuffs..quite sad..haiz..dunno how to pick myself up..hmm..i sometimes feel that i useless..cant even help her solve her problems..what can i do..sometimes i wonder about tat..but maybe its all 2 late..she got bf le...my heart hurts..hmm..somehow or rather..i must pick myself up..i dun blame her at all..i also wanted to thank her 4 everything in the past..she taught me alot of stuff n experienes where i cant learn anywhere but from her..so if she got chance to read my blog..i hope she wont be angry n we can remain as friends..i dunno what happen to her recently..quite stress up..hmm i know she want to relieve stress..given her worload that she preparing to do nowadays..but i hope she wont make a wrong decision when coming to r/s..wishing her all the best luck..even if she got any problems..she can feel free to find me about her problems..coz i always wanted to remain friends with her..missing her always..i 2nite go back camp le..haha..hmm..how time flies..hehe..ystday went to c transformers movie with my ex..seems like she really tired out..haha..ask her to rest more..she still clings on..maybe she doesnt slp early..know her pattern..quite glad tat she doing fine..but hope she can take care of herself sometimes..dun neglect daily routine lolx..same as me..i have to follow orders down there also..haha..so no choice..but this is one of the experiences that i have met..n i think it will be a good experience for me to do a good job n nt waste my time down there lolx..=)

fallen @ 8:25 AM

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