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Sunday, October 28, 2007

haha 2day sunday le..hmm..life 2day ah..ok lolx..nth much..just go out stroll around n mit my other friend..hmm..chat as we stroll..at least wont feel soo bored..haha also at least get to know more..hmm..overall my life 2day is fine n great..thanks to my friend..really thanks alot ..The END~~1!! =)

fallen @ 7:20 PM

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2day sunday..how time flies..haha i play games n feel tat i am just wasting time sia..haha..hmm..dunno y..my bad habit sia..lol..aniway on sat quite ok..mit her to c sunglasses..after tat she went with her frenz to somewhere else..then i go out with my poly friends n go chill out play games..long time nv play with them le..their skills nv drop at all..admire them sia..how i wish i can play as well as them..then at nite pei my another friend go out to mos burger to eat n starbucks to drink..haha..quite fine lolx..quite enjoy the day..thanks to her n thanks to my friend n another friend..i really appreciate all the care..time to spend going out..hehe..sun book in,..soo sian lolx..=) THE END~~!! =)

fallen @ 12:02 AM

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Saturday, October 27, 2007

haha 2day now is sat sia..haiz..recently happen alot of stuff..haiz..quarrel with my mum tat loud..1st time like tat..i dunno y i acted tat way...i eat wrong medicine le..my friends some of them know..i really dunno y..my bad temper comes back after i lokc for abt a few years back then...my friends all stunned about my behaviour...aniway i have thought alot these past few days..think alot in my mind..sometimes past can never be the same n beautiful as it is now..haha..maybe i shl straighten out my thoughts..haiz..haha..aniway..i am glad tat she knew me as friend whenever she had any problems...i know her workload in her job is very stressful n takes up 2 much presurre..summore i know she has no choice but to help her colleagues..haha..aniway i told her not to forget her daily meals n tc of herself..guess the guy friend also told her tat..haha..tats good..hmm..i dunno y i will feel depressed n low mood all of a sudden..haha..i hope she can live on happily..hmm..summore in there..alot of rules change le..i have to go back on sun..haha alot of physical exercises..haha..no choice..suck thumb..hmm..like is like tat..i just have to accept the fact..

-SORRY MUM..I REGRET TAT MY ACTIONS N WORDS R 2 HARSH..I 2 emo sometimes..dunno wad i doing also..

fallen @ 12:24 AM

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Monday, October 22, 2007

Above: 2day experience in audi

hhaaha 2nd post le..going back soon..aniway help her find her stuff in blogskins..seem hard to find..but i try to find lolx..hope she stay happy..dun wish to c her moody n sad..try to help her as much as possible..haha..hopefully this coming weekend i can mit her..hmm..find soo many songs n store games for my psp..three games..one is tekken fighting game..the other is tennis n bowling game..hope they r nice to play..haha..my psp power sia..gt soo many things sia..hmm..write until here..THe End~~!! =)

fallen @ 8:01 PM

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2day monday..how time flies..haha..aniway i played my audi n maple..haha maple lvl up to level 15..haha..dun wanna train 2 much..in future no time train oso..aniway..i watched gundam 00 n prince of tennis anime..hahaquite nice sia..i enjoy them very much..guess gundam 00 episode 3 comes out 2day lolx..lucky for me..aniway naruto anime i dunno how long nv c le..dunno where to start sia..haha..hmm..aniway in few hours time i going back there again le..haha..how sad..no choice tats life..hmm..later post of my audi experiences..haha THE END~~!! Part 1
=) =)

fallen @ 6:06 PM

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haha 2day mon..aniway speaking of which..i just nw c gundam 00 anime..hehe new anime sia..i like Exia Gundam..cool sia..the celestial beings as a neutral n peace army tring to protect the world from occuring wars happening from the three nations such as UNION n AEU..haha..i like the anime n music as well.hehe..this yr then come out..only 2 episodes sia..must wait long long sia..haha..aniway..nariko..is yr bday..so happy bday to u as friends..haha..enjoy yr day to the fullest..i at nite then return camp..so can c anime n train my online games..=)

fallen @ 12:18 AM

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Sunday, October 21, 2007

haha..2day sunday sia..aniway went out lolx..i wonder tat going out nid spend money 1..haha..haiz..wo bu zhi bu jue spend quite some money out le..haha..in the end nv go out with her..nvm la..aniway i roughly expected le..hehe..aniway hope gt chance go out with her..hmm..i train my maple until lvl 14 le..hehefor my audi..i train until lvl 11..hehe freedom rank liao..soo happy sia..gt sense of satisfaction..hmm...also find some new songs..especially Crisis Core album..quite loud n nice..haha..aniway i like final fantasy games..so tat includes music as well..hehe..music rocks my life..aniway write until here..THE END~~!! =)

fallen @ 11:25 PM

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Saturday, October 20, 2007

2day sun sia..aniway i writing for sat entry..hmm..sat wake up damn tired..hehe..maybe i used to wake up early le..aniway opened comp..surf web c anime prince of tennis national touranment,..hehe quite nice..showed where eijsen ryoma showed his talent from the US tour..i rmb he having nice skills up his sleve..hehe..aniway..enjoy the show..after tat went out stroll..hehe take a breather rather than staying at hm..hehe..but lonely sia..my friends all busy..i can understand..but they told me they having family day..wad shit is tat..i also have lolx..but is at nite..hehe..aniway met her n helped her take pics of her friend's bday..haha..sorry if my photography skills is nt good..hehe..aniway after that i received a sms from a mysterious gal..found out tat she is my gan mei..long time nv chat le..she sudden sms n call me..i was abit shocked..then guess nth good will go on..just as expect..she tole me she in tamp n wanna mit me..how i feel when she nv chat with me for long time..mia..n come in with a surprise tat she wanna mit..how i feel..damn bad..i dun even wish to c her..for other ppl who wish to mit me..i will mit them lolx..but for her..i dunno leh..coz i think the feeling is not good n i dun really haf the mood to c her..so i reject her to mit me..1st time in my life reject tat..haiz..listen until her bf say who she talking to..n she say is her gan ge..so long nv contact le..pls lolx..who long time nv contact..busy n MIA at the same time..at least as friends n gan ge i tried to contact her..aniway..sun i wish to c movie "Brothers" with her..hope this can come true..really hope for tat day to happen..i guess tats my last time playing arcade..i will try to convince myself n try not to play arcade..i know now tat playing tat is just to kill time n the pleasure of winning ppl only..haiz..how ironic..ThE END~~!! =)

fallen @ 11:58 PM

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Above: My MT3 cards that I possess =)

hmm..2day fine lolx..mean fri..hhaha..train my audi character..very hard to train..aniway also train mt3 cars..quite ok lolx..for time being never lose at all..haha..aniway i am fine..hehe..hmm..dunno wad to do in weekends..she also dunno whether wanna go out anot..haha..aniway i also checking IT gadgets hehe...hope time wont flies fast..hehe..THE END~~!! =)

fallen @ 12:32 AM

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Thursday, October 18, 2007

2day thur sia..haha..hmm..one day has passed..haha..how time flies..hmm..2day chat with her..glad tat she nt angry with me..i willing to change so long as she forgive me..hmm..aniway i still training on my audi..haha..must train until next lvl n new rank..haha..aniway also go tune my game car..about to be done..left with 19 stages n i can get undefeated title liao..haha shiok sia..got a sense of achievement sia..haha..aniway write until here..THE END..just contended to chat with her always~~!! =)

fallen @ 11:23 PM

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hi..wow..30 mins after wed..now thurs sia..hw time fleis..hmm..stayed back for lesson brief until 9+ then go off..went to lot 1 eat mac with my friend..damn hungry sia..dun care liao..just eat lolx..after tat went take last train at around 11+..haha..damn tired..hehe..hmm..aniway going play audi with my friend all nite le..hehe..she finally chat with me le..i hope she will trust me once again..hmm..i know i wrong in many ways..but i will try to change...i really willl..do trust me once again..aniway write until here..audi time =)

fallen @ 12:37 AM

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Sunday, October 14, 2007

Above : My Audi character overthrows her..haha

Aniway 2day sun..fine lolx..went out play arcade..then go eat people..hehe initially a small kid bully ppl whose speed is lesser..then i use my full tune r32 car n eat ppl..lol..after that lot of pl gather n interested to eat me..haiz..they thought i easy to eat..i have up my sleeve..haha besides my skills..i still playing blocking n slamming..ppl play with me until dulan n sian sia..after that one pro come in..name +yL+..B6 Undefeated Highway Dominator..think he famous around tat ara..who cares..eat him still..dun care..he play le..really dulan that i let him lose star..haha..he go n play slam with me..i play real slam with him..one map whereby i slam his car n oush him to the van there..he direct ko n sian diao..haha..mai siao siao..finally got audi couple license..around 7 stars..minimum get only 5 stars..i didnt improve in audi sia..hmm..still hoping tat she can stay happy n contact me..i still believe in her after all..i believe she is strong...got a surprise this week hehe =)

fallen @ 11:03 PM

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Above: My audi character overthrow all opponents..haha..got improvement sia =)

2day sun sia ..hehe..aniway i fine lolx..haiz..feeling abit better..aniway i play audi..ggot perfect x6..haha shiok sia..aniway..just nw go out take stroll n play arcade..hehe..hmm..to polish up my skills..hmm..sian sia..then mit my friends they all..quite ok la..normal life lolx..feel abot weird..hehe..i koe 1 thing..eurasian ppl very straight..also guai lan sia..just now in train very squessy..then one guy told me to back off..i ignore him..he say one more time in harsh way..i take my own sweet time to walk..hmm..who he thinks he is..he just a foreigner..show some respect..if he dun respect ppl..he dun derserve the respect that i have given him..i give him fc** off..haha..aniway my comp speed much more faster..wont lag like last time..my friends all they nv complain that i reply slower this time..i apologise 4 last time that my comp speed slow n laggy..=)

fallen @ 12:36 AM

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Friday, October 12, 2007

4got to update..i upgrade some of my comp parts..haha changed to 1GB DDR ram..n also 128MB GTForce graphic card..haha the performance quite shiok n normal speed..haha good sia..i played n u se msn until happy sia..wont lag at all..but exp sia..my hear pains..haha..even more pain is seeing her sad while i cant do anything to help at all..feel so helpless..how i wish she can be happy..i hope she wont take it to heart..if she gt read..hope she will think it through..=)

fallen @ 11:47 PM

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2day fri sia..haha..aniway how time flies..sian sia..4 days have passed...she nv reply..worried for her..haiz..i dunno wad i can do for her..aniway i hope she can stay happy always...aniway 2day scary sia..at first i going off liao n book out..but i forgot to take two items n haf to go up twice..haha..aniway scared sia..corridor quite n all is dark sia..so u can imagine the feeling when i enter the room n take my stuff..damn quiet n dark..then when i go outside..a dog bark at me n chase after me sia..haha..scary sia..lucky i saw sergeant n his dad fetch me home..its on the way aniway..i reject..but no choice..i still took in the end..hmm..actually he is a nice person..hehe..i hope she will think through n be happy..hope she nid my help..n will think of me..=)

fallen @ 10:02 PM

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Monday, October 08, 2007

2day mon..haha..back to unit le..aniway saw my friend from TP before..she soo good..currently working at DBS Bank..pay good sia..around 2k..hmm..but she strss sia..must work overnight..haiz..i guess tats no choice..she haf to work harder wor..hehe..still giving tuiton summore..admire her work determination sometimes..hehe..another day also saw my poly frenz who is my close friend in TP in msn..chat with him n knew tat we in same camp..haha..like tat fri can mit him le..c whether he willing to wait 4 me anot..then we go out chill out..finally find a close companion le..haha..good sia..hehe..mon try not to think le..i will not be emo again...4 i am who i am..but i still angry with her for not replying..wad i want is just a reply from her if she dun wish to chat or busy...is one sms very difficult for her to send such tat i have to worry for her n cant get to slp until for a few hours of rest only...i hope she can understand..is something really important to her that she need to hold back n cant reply..i feel disappointed for her..dun wish to talk abt tat issue..going liao..the enDDD``!!! looking for brighter future =)

fallen @ 5:58 AM

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Sunday, October 07, 2007

2day sun hehe..the second post..aniway i really hope she will be happy..i really worried for her all day..i dunno why..i just feel tat way..although its the past..i cant stop myself form caring about her after all..wad shl i do..hmm..maybe i still have feelings for her..maybe i am a total failure after all..cant even let go at all..i am useless..haiz..i begin to have low esteem of myself le..ARGGGghhhh...y am i becoming this way...maybe i dun really know how to care ppl at all..only can see the gal n hear her sorrows after all without doing anything..haiz...haiZZZZzzzzz...si bei sian sia..worries coming sia..i hope i can let go...maybe deep in my heart..i still cant let go,..zhui ying xing ruan..haiz..maybe i am tai tian zhen le..hmm..i really hope i go in camp wont think tat much..haiz..for i know its going to be tough 4 me..try my best...waiting for her reply..

PS:: sum1 pls help n assist me stop my follish act...

fallen @ 9:51 PM

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haha now is sun sia..how time flies..aniway on sat i bought a lot of stuff..bought cream white belt n zinc black "ali baba" bag..haha..quite nice n cool sia..but cost around 60++,,lol..aniway went to search for long time..intend to buy shirt sia,..but guess must save $$ 1st..hehe..aniway i try find games..but to no avail..its very slow n tedious sia..take alot of time n effort to find..aniway life for me down there is okok lolx..dun feel much stree now..haha..hope i can continue on like tat sia..haha..hmm..my running all these improve sia..summore my pull up increase from 5 to 8 times..gd sia..i feel a sense of satisfaction..haiz..if i know she will be hurt n kanna bullied..i will choose not to leave by her side...i feel terrible in my heart for not helping her tat much n seeing in a corner of how she suffer in the past..haiz..i really regret it sia..hmm..hope to heal her wonds n help her erase all the sad memories..i hate guys bully gals..i really will feel angry abt it..but wad can i do..i can only do nth n c it happen..all is in the past..but i just dun like guys to bully gals..tats not the way at all..guys shouldnt have vent their frustration n anger..summore even older sia..shl be mature n know a lot of valuable thinking 4 now..haiz..very disappointed..summore finish ns also dunno how to think,,,i hate these type of ppl...dun let me see them..if not i will bump them off whenever i see them once..hmm..sun dunno wad to do..dun want to waste my time leh..hope to spend it meaningfully..=)

fallen @ 12:58 AM

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Monday, October 01, 2007

2day mon..haha..aniway i go back liao..got anything update in my blog lolx..hehe..gt any latest stuff or news go update wor..going off to serve..=)

fallen @ 6:06 AM

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