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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

hi..hmm..write blog again..hmm..life ah..y gt ups n downs..haha..love ah..y gt happiness n sadness...wad do ppl live 4..wad do ppl aspire 4 in the future..aniway..thinking about that..haha..life is indeed unpredictable..sumtimes u just dun realise it..hmm..4 me..i really dunno..y food sweet n sour..hmm..is ppl a failure when they met problems that they cant possibly solve in the shortest time made possible..haiz..life ah...sumtimes fate like to make fun of ppl...hmm..wad do ppl do when they are driven in a corner desperately..hmm...n y do wars n conflicts occur..hmm..the fact that i koe now is that i dun understand myself..i dun even haf the gut to like ppl at all..hmm..i think every problems haf their own solutions..ppl live in order to find the true answer and meaning of life n find out about their destiny..i am a failure..i dun even help ppl at all..haiz..aniway my life 2day is okok..but must chiong my project le..i hope i haf motivation n support..=) THE END~~!!


fallen @ 11:30 AM


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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

hmm..time to write my diary le..hehe..hmm..2day quite busy..must do project n a lot of things..so no time to think about other things..hehe..aniway..me must b hardworking le..next week term test le..only 1 subject..after that is about 2 weeks holidays..so suan..haha..aniway now doing cmsk..which is a boring subject..nids to think new idea..haha..but i think of ideas which r not realistic..even if so..i will twist the idea around so that it becums so real..haha..jk la..hmm..nid a lot of time to think..think about how the product works onli..the rest of the report i done le..hmm..muz try hard on work efficiency 1st..then later no stress sia..its not last min work at least..hehe..but i try to work hard oso..ysdtay cut all my nails..hmm..feel satisfied..aniway must change..coz i willing to accept opinions..hee..haiz.. i tink i lazy bum sia..so muz change..wait bad habit not good sia..ppl will not like..haha..so i must be particular..=)


fallen @ 10:46 AM


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Monday, May 29, 2006

2day life okok lolx..rushing 4 project n doing research at same time..this week must pass up already ..haiz..what a rush..aniway..me need to work harder..ystday life ok..haha..hmm..go out with a gal..then quited amazed..can chat so well...i thought i duno what to chat abt..even though her voice went off..but nvm hee..chat abt many topics n stroll around lolx..quite fun ba..hmm..feeling quite weird..hehe..aniway happy to koe her..i like to koe her better 2..hmm..quite caring sia..=) THE END~


fallen @ 10:44 AM


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2day life okok lolx..rushing 4 project n doing research at same time..this week must pass up already ..haiz..what a rush..aniway..me need to work harder..ystday life ok..haha..hmm..go out with a gal..then quited amazed..can chat so well...i thought i duno what to chat abt..even though her voice went off..but nvm hee..chat abt many topics n stroll around lolx..quite fun ba..hmm..feeling quite weird..hehe..aniway happy to koe her..i like to koe her better 2..hmm..quite caring sia..=) THE END~


fallen @ 10:44 AM


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Thursday, May 25, 2006

hi..2day life okok lolx..sian oso..do projects in the school..coz com in hm spoil..pathetic sia..aniway me think of creative idea n new ..so that take me around 1 day..i thought teacher say cannot sia..when she says it all ok..i was shocked..haha..tml free day sia..go out enjoy sia..hmm..wad to eat..no time blog..hehe..studies important..THE END~~=)


fallen @ 8:17 PM


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hi..2day life okok lolx..sian oso..do projects in the school..coz com in hm spoil..pathetic sia..aniway me think of creative idea n new ..so that take me around 1 day..i thought teacher say cannot sia..when she says it all ok..i was shocked..haha..tml free day sia..go out enjoy sia..hmm..wad to eat..no time blog..hehe..studies important..THE END~~=)


fallen @ 8:17 PM


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Monday, May 22, 2006

hmm..si bei sian..haiz..ystday com broke down..how pathetic..haiz..i cant do without my com..without my com..i have no mood to do anyting..duno y sia..haiz..comp is beri important to me..hehe..aniway..hmm..juz help a gal complete designing her blog within 1 day..hmm..duno if she like it or not..lets juz hope she likes it..tink she oso bad mood 2day..hmm..guess gt ppl piss her off ba..hmm..i hate ppl pissing off..haiz..but i do care 4 her 2..hehe..aniway help her do most things wor..so dun say i bully u wor..i do care hor..haha..hmm..tats my lifestyle n way of treating ppl..=)..duno wad to do without the days of no com..haiz THE END~~!! no mood to play games either..sooo boring..


fallen @ 2:41 PM


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Thursday, May 18, 2006

hi..hmm 2day quite busy..haiz..configuration n installation again on my own 4 the second time with the FreeBSD..woah..good sia...i can finally do it on my own..muz be praised..haha lol..teacher say cant..but i can do it with my friends trust..i believe in myself n friends...no matter what i do..ite friends support tat counts n my own decision..hehe..hmm worry abt her..seeing her blog write like tat..haiz..duno wad to say or comfort her as a friend..but i hope she dont tink 2 much n came to a conclusion..hmm..aniway wish her best wishes in whatever she does..coz she is my friend wad..care 4 her is natural..k write until here..THE END~


fallen @ 7:04 PM


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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

hmm..ystday life quite okok la..hmm..nth much happen lolx..aniway me fine lolx..ystday play bball wif my frenz lolx..hehe..hmm..enjoy sia..haha..we play hard sia..haha..in order not to lose..but i did lose aniway..aniway its just a game..lol..aniway i wont mind abt it..hehe..aniway..juz enjot music n store many in my fone n mp3 player..hw cool sia..lol..aniway write until here..me 2day life okok lolx..fine..hmm..the security module tat i studying is hard sia..dun understand sia..maybe i nt gd at networking area ba..lol..THE END!~~~`


fallen @ 4:29 PM


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hmm..ystday life quite okok la..hmm..nth much happen lolx..aniway me fine lolx..ystday play bball wif my frenz lolx..hehe..hmm..enjoy sia..haha..we play hard sia..haha..in order not to lose..but i did lose aniway..aniway its just a game..lol..aniway i wont mind abt it..hehe..aniway..juz enjot music n store many in my fone n mp3 player..hw cool sia..lol..aniway write until here..me 2day life okok lolx..fine..hmm..the security module tat i studying is hard sia..dun understand sia..maybe i nt gd at networking area ba..lol..THE END!~~~`


fallen @ 4:29 PM


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Monday, May 15, 2006

hmm..few days life okok lolx..before vesak day went out wif my frenz..haha hmm..we play percussion n drums game..kaoz eh..my frenz gd sia...then we play outrun..phew..tired me out..haha..aniway nt bad sia play wif him..haha..wait 4 his proj finish then cycle to his hse..haha..coz he nid put the things down..bring 2 much things le..haha..aniway..on vesak day..i saw him, his stead n his stead cousin again..haha..hw to say it..it nt fate..its destiny that crosses our path 2gether..then play games wif him in the end..he improve alot sia..afther that we went long john silver..hmm..he reali good at cracking jokes n making gals luff until they cannot tahan..hehe..quite alrite to me..i didnt luff..lol...aniway gt learn a trick or 2 frm him..experiences r valuable in life wor..his stead cousin look okok lolx..but 2 bad..i not interested..hee..then the day after vesak day..i saw him again..he waiting 4 his stead..then he oso jio his frenz out..then we go play games again..hmm..i play until i koe how to play le..beri sian..haha..enjoyable day..on sun..its sian liao..mother day wad..then i haf to fork out time to do projectin the library..haiz..pathetic sia..but i do at around 2-3 hrs..aniway i do enjoy myself..hmm..beginning to take more pics liao..then can upload..=) THE END~~


fallen @ 1:57 PM


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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

PART 2

hmm..haha..aniway me juz nw mit my best frenz.bro sia..mit le can still tolk cock wif him n lame around..hmm..he nv changes..haha..tolk to him feel beta le..its as if i dun haf worries at all..maybe i 4gt le ba..hmm..but tats gd 4 me n her..aniway muz chiong my mp le..hmm..tml muz get it done..tats my main objective..hehe..aniway..me glad 2day..at least no worries..can straighten my thoughts..hmm..muz plan my life well le..hehe..hmm..2nite muz do project until i satsfied..muz haf things to motivate me..then i can do things well..aniway..hmm..tml few lessons..time flexible..hmm..good sia..k lolx..gtg work hard 4 it..hmm..k write until here..THE END~~


fallen @ 6:54 PM


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PART 2

hmm..haha..aniway me juz nw mit my best frenz.bro sia..mit le can still tolk cock wif him n lame around..hmm..he nv changes..haha..tolk to him feel beta le..its as if i dun haf worries at all..maybe i 4gt le ba..hmm..but tats gd 4 me n her..aniway muz chiong my mp le..hmm..tml muz get it done..tats my main objective..hehe..aniway..me glad 2day..at least no worries..can straighten my thoughts..hmm..muz plan my life well le..hehe..hmm..2nite muz do project until i satsfied..muz haf things to motivate me..then i can do things well..aniway..hmm..tml few lessons..time flexible..hmm..good sia..k lolx..gtg work hard 4 it..hmm..k write until here..THE END~~


fallen @ 6:54 PM


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PART 1

hmm..i haf sorted out tings 4 past few days..hmm..fine le..straightened out my thoughts le..love is indeed unpredictable..hmm..tink been tinking 2 much nowadays...hmm..everyting gt problems..haha..hmm..me past 2 weeks bought nokia 6280 fone..use le quite okok lolx..quite satisfied..then last wk bought 512 minisd card..shiok sia..hmm..nx products cuming..hmm..converse bag n bluetooth adapter..liktat then convenient ma..haha..i oso no time tink 2 much..my main priority is to get good grades 4 my mp..hmm..stress sia..aniway muz work hard 4 my future..hmm..other things can tolk later ba..no time tink other things..tink tats gd 4 me..since i can reflect..hmm..failure is not an option...hmm..my frenz haf taught me alot of things..valuable experiences..which cant be taught or learned anywhere..is i muz find the answer to the path of my road..hehe..i dun regret choosing tat path in the past..n in future i gt to work hard 4 my future..my dreams 1st..

To be continued...


fallen @ 2:07 PM


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Monday, May 08, 2006

haiz..2day life quite sad..no mood sia..hmm..duno leh..perhaps sad tings happen recently ba..but..i still cant believe she gt a stead le...haiz..but aniway..wad i am..i also duno..hmm..sad lolx..duno sia...i still duno whether she will tag in future..hmm..its as if i reali haf no mood do anyting..its nt her fault aniway..but i am really sad...duno whether i can care 4 her as usual in future..although she wants be frenz wif me..haiz..i am okay wif it..but i duno whether her new stead minds..haiz..my hearts breaks n my mind totally went blank..duno wad i am doing..am i a fool myself..i koe i still like her..but do i have any energy left to like her..since she say all these words to me...i duno..i angry tat my care has not been noticed by her onli..i reali dun mind caring 4 her..even if she encountered any problems..i will still lend a helping hand to help or assist her..hmm..although she says we r not suited..but i dun believe in fate..i believe in achieving the things that u wanted and not asking 4 a future..tats what i want to pursue..but she still duno..i respect her decision..it really hurts..i dun mind being hurted 4 her..as long as she dun get hurt in future.haiz..duno whether can call her anot..haiz..a lot of dunos..sobx..i try not to cry..but its difficult..= THE END~~


fallen @ 10:45 AM


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haiz..2day life quite sad..no mood sia..hmm..duno leh..perhaps sad tings happen recently ba..but..i still cant believe she gt a stead le...haiz..but aniway..wad i am..i also duno..hmm..sad lolx..duno sia...i still duno whether she will tag in future..hmm..its as if i reali haf no mood do anyting..its nt her fault aniway..but i am really sad...duno whether i can care 4 her as usual in future..although she wants be frenz wif me..haiz..i am okay wif it..but i duno whether her new stead minds..haiz..my hearts breaks n my mind totally went blank..duno wad i am doing..am i a fool myself..i koe i still like her..but do i have any energy left to like her..since she say all these words to me...i duno..i angry tat my care has not been noticed by her onli..i reali dun mind caring 4 her..even if she encountered any problems..i will still lend a helping hand to help or assist her..hmm..although she says we r not suited..but i dun believe in fate..i believe in achieving the things that u wanted and not asking 4 a future..tats what i want to pursue..but she still duno..i respect her decision..it really hurts..i dun mind being hurted 4 her..as long as she dun get hurt in future.haiz..duno whether can call her anot..haiz..a lot of dunos..sobx..i try not to cry..but its difficult..= THE END~~


fallen @ 10:45 AM


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Friday, May 05, 2006

hi..2day life okok la..hehe nothing much happen aniway..so sian sia..aniway me reach tp at around 8pm ba..haha..hmm..okok la..nth much lolx..aniway about the blog background sound..i help her find le..its a chinese song oss..duno if she likes the songs anot..if she likes then good lolx..hehe..aniway the code is in the blog..c i sOoOo gd...aniway i dun wan her to worry lolx..so dun worry 2 much..i tink love has no constraints lolx..if he like someone..he dun mind getting hurt as he will get hurt instead of her lolx..aniway love knows no boundary..coz i dun mind got hurt..hehe is the feelings that count lolx..aniway i tink she oso nid to go early 4 work le..hehe..hope she is fine n happy as ever..hehe..miss her always..muack ^_^


fallen @ 8:29 AM


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Thursday, May 04, 2006

2day life quite ok..yesterday met her..hmm..quite relieved whenever i c her..duno y..perhaps i got feelings 4 her in which i could not describe..hehe..heard that her leg pain..gt difficulty..feel sad n heart abit pain as well..hope she can rest well since she nids to work 2..hehe..aniway i will worry 4 her 2..hehe i care 4 her wad..aniway..the mp was sian..ystday wanna do..then i cum early..then that stupid lecturer nt free..we msg n call him..he as if not free liktat..haiz..ended up surfing net n waiting 4 him..hehe..aniway juz to let her know that she will be in my mind n i will miss her 1314..is that 1 way of wooing a gal..haha i oso duno..hehe..n sori if i abit low mood yesterday.. ^_^


fallen @ 1:11 PM


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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

3/5 2day life quite ok la..hmm..come at 12+ do mp lolx..then ended up slacking the whold day off..haha..hw ironic sia..hehe..aniway i hope 2day gt time to mit up with tat gal..if not then no choice lolx..hehe..sori..but i will try my best juz 4 u..hehe..miss u 2 oso..hehe..but its nvm to me..i wont mind waiting..the new hp tat i use is gd sia..hehe =)


fallen @ 5:51 PM


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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

hi..2day life fine lolx..me juz change hp..juz use N6280..me fine recently n slacking..oso chiong my project now..aniway juz to let the 1st gal koe of my new blog..hope the gal dun mind abt it...=)


fallen @ 6:37 PM


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