2day 8/7 le..haha..how time flies..my ns life quite ok lolx..quite used to the training now down there le..hmm..the food i also beginning to get used to it..haiz..i really miss the nice n tasty food sia..haha.how i wish time flies faster..hmm..left to 2 mths before posting out..haha..must work hard till the end..aniway recently happen alot of stuffs..quite sad..haiz..dunno how to pick myself up..hmm..i sometimes feel that i useless..cant even help her solve her problems..what can i do..sometimes i wonder about tat..but maybe its all 2 late..she got bf le...my heart hurts..hmm..somehow or rather..i must pick myself up..i dun blame her at all..i also wanted to thank her 4 everything in the past..she taught me alot of stuff n experienes where i cant learn anywhere but from her..so if she got chance to read my blog..i hope she wont be angry n we can remain as friends..i dunno what happen to her recently..quite stress up..hmm i know she want to relieve stress..given her worload that she preparing to do nowadays..but i hope she wont make a wrong decision when coming to r/s..wishing her all the best luck..even if she got any problems..she can feel free to find me about her problems..coz i always wanted to remain friends with her..missing her always..i 2nite go back camp le..haha..hmm..how time flies..hehe..ystday went to c transformers movie with my ex..seems like she really tired out..haha..ask her to rest more..she still clings on..maybe she doesnt slp early..know her pattern..quite glad tat she doing fine..but hope she can take care of herself sometimes..dun neglect daily routine lolx..same as me..i have to follow orders down there also..haha..so no choice..but this is one of the experiences that i have met..n i think it will be a good experience for me to do a good job n nt waste my time down there lolx..=)