2day is 26/4/07..haha how time flies..haiz..recently my mood not good..i rmb that few days ago we quarrel coz i dunno wanna pei her or not..she quite upset that i dunno n took a long time...tat time i thought y she ask me 1st.. then wanna test her feelings to c whether she still got feelings for me..but in the end i say dunno..she not happy..haiz,..then i told her that i wanna pei her..she say its 2 late n she found someone to pei her..haiz..i wanna hope that her interview was successgul n wish her best luck..but in the end i made her angry..haiz..then i called her alot of times..but in the end..i made her angry..haiz..i wanna patch with her n explaing things..maybe i blur or not i nthe state of mood..tats y i vent my anger n say about her being unreasonable n petty all these..sorry for saying all these to her...i really regret..i stupid..i blur..i sotong..i useless..even a small request from her..i cannot agree..haiz..what kind of man i am..haiz....i reallly what i am sometimes..haiz..i really hate myself..even she has temper at tat time..i cannot even tolerate it n argue with her...its all my fault..i want her to know my feelings..that i sam truly sorry about that matter n saying about her..she really nice to me..haiz..i hope she will give me time n forgive me one day..haiz..maybe its too late..but at least i got try..maybe tat time she wants me to please her n talk nicely with her..although she find it difficult to chat nicely with me..maybe i nv spare a thought for her..haiz..i promise to u that i will never vent my anger or temper..i will tolerate yr temper no matter what happens..really..i admit that i was wrong..if she got read my blog..i hope she will understand my feelings..all is not late..i got tried becoz of her..thanks for lending a listening ear to her..n sorry for the mistakes n wrongs that i done to her..i will atone for my wrongs..missing her n loving her always..