hmm..2day monday..haiz..2 days pass le..beri sad n low mood..recently my grandpa passed away..i dunno wad to say..then it happened at midnight..haiz..sooo sad..hmm..haf thought through many things le..hmm..then haf to attend the funeral to help out..haiz..losing the dearest kin is indeed sad..although my family relatives appear to be fine..but i dunno..i cant show that i happy..hmm..dunno y..1st time i feeling that..perhaps its tiem for me to be serious n mature..hmm..iaf been slacking all my time..haiz..feel abit ashamed..when i want to do sumting..its alreadi 2 late..but i still cherish the happy moments that i haf with my family members..haiz...although i appear to be happy n chatting happily with my frenz..but nobody koe that deep down in my hear.. my heart hurts n sounds so sad..nobody can understand..even if i tell them..who will understand..this type of thing how to say..is not i dun wanna say..is alreadi i in low mood..2day i feel fine le..THE END..