hi..finally gt time to update blog..hmm..ystday sad sia..hmm...i tried to hold back my tears..i told myself not to cry..but after seeing my parents n relatives cry so hard..i couldnt help it..i cried in the end..haiz...i couldnt do anything at all..haiz..juz look from outside..haiz..oso when we went to the room..i tand behind..i couldnt bear to c ...haiz..too sad sia..i scared i could hold on much longer..hmm..life haiz...what is life actually..people live n die in the end..haiz..but whats most importantis that i must cherish the people around me now...i dun wan to lose my important ones..hmm..tried to sort out my feelings..really wish i can lean on summore n rest..i tired..really..hmm..but i oso dun wan rely on ppl 2 much..bwahahah..guess tats life after all..haiz..ystday gt sad memories happen..but i dun wish to tolk abt it..beri ironic to me..hmm..tats y i bad mmod ystday..hmm..2day quite fine le..better..nid to sort up my thoughts..i really dunno what to do..thanks 4 all my friends n family members who care 4 me..i will be strong...=) THE END~~!