haiz..2day life quite sad..no mood sia..hmm..duno leh..perhaps sad tings happen recently ba..but..i still cant believe she gt a stead le...haiz..but aniway..wad i am..i also duno..hmm..sad lolx..duno sia...i still duno whether she will tag in future..hmm..its as if i reali haf no mood do anyting..its nt her fault aniway..but i am really sad...duno whether i can care 4 her as usual in future..although she wants be frenz wif me..haiz..i am okay wif it..but i duno whether her new stead minds..haiz..my hearts breaks n my mind totally went blank..duno wad i am doing..am i a fool myself..i koe i still like her..but do i have any energy left to like her..since she say all these words to me...i duno..i angry tat my care has not been noticed by her onli..i reali dun mind caring 4 her..even if she encountered any problems..i will still lend a helping hand to help or assist her..hmm..although she says we r not suited..but i dun believe in fate..i believe in achieving the things that u wanted and not asking 4 a future..tats what i want to pursue..but she still duno..i respect her decision..it really hurts..i dun mind being hurted 4 her..as long as she dun get hurt in future.haiz..duno whether can call her anot..haiz..a lot of dunos..sobx..i try not to cry..but its difficult..= THE END~~